guilty.

feeling bad right now :(

why can't you just follow both of them up?
why are you afraid of being alone?
alone is nothing! still have cousins up there.
but, they are both alone driving up, without their kids.
how can you be so cruel to left them alone?
why can't you just be more sociable?
how can you let both of them disappointed,
when their loves to you is unlimited?

oh. why am I doing this to them.
feeling guilty now. I'm sorry....