Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I WANT TO EAT SOMETHING, FOOOOOOD! I AM HUNGRYYYYYYY!
and yes, there's plenty of food bought by my uncle this morning.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I DONT FEEL LIKE EATING THEM!

I DONT FEEEEEL LIKE EATING FOOD THAT MUM SUGGESTED TO ME,
she says she wants to cook it for me. all of them are OUT OF MY LIST!
yelled at her just. HMMMMMMMMMMPHH!
NO BIHUN SOUP! NO SOBA! NO MAGGI MEE! NO PORRIDGE!
NO VEGETABLES! NO CHICKEN SOUP! NO NOODLES! NO RYE BREADDD!
they used to be my fav fooooooood!
BUT NOW, I DONT EVEN FEEEL LIKE HAVING THEMMMM!

MY MOOOOOOOOD SWINGSSSSS! OMGGGGGG! I'M HAVING SLIGHT DEPRESSION NOW! I HAVEN STARTED MY STUDIES FOR FINALS and YET IM LEAVING TO BKK SOON! IT'S LIKE NOT STARTING EVERYTHING FROM ZERO! IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER I GOT NO TIME TO STUDY! SO MANY EXCUSES OF NOT STUDYING! HAVE TO CONSIDER THIS CONSIDER THATTTTTTTTTTT!!! WHYYYYY?!?@?!@??#@?$3

WENT OUT TO GET MY SPECS! COULDN'T GET A SUITABLE ONE AFTER SO MANY SHOPS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I AM NOT HAPPY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! NOT HAPPPPY! NOT HAPPYYYYY! SUPRE DUPER UNHAPPPPPPPPPY! AND YET I DON'T KNOW WHO SHOULD I CALL FOR! IT SEEEEMS LIKE NOBODY IS THERE FOR MEEEE! OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOGMG!

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DEMAND FOR!I'M HAVING SLIGHT DEPRESSION NOW! MAYBE IM JUST SEEKING FOR ATTENTION. I hate myself sometimes. just forget bout me.

I'm going out for some fresh waffles in gelare, e@curve.