I miss you

I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him so badly, till today, I still feel like I have been dreaming all these days. Always wanted to wake myself up desperately from this terrible nightmare.

but the reality is, he left :'(

I WANT TO EAT SOMETHING, FOOOOOOD! I AM HUNGRYYYYYYY!
and yes, there's plenty of food bought by my uncle this morning.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I DONT FEEL LIKE EATING THEM!

I DONT FEEEEEL LIKE EATING FOOD THAT MUM SUGGESTED TO ME,
she says she wants to cook it for me. all of them are OUT OF MY LIST!
yelled at her just. HMMMMMMMMMMPHH!
NO BIHUN SOUP! NO SOBA! NO MAGGI MEE! NO PORRIDGE!
NO VEGETABLES! NO CHICKEN SOUP! NO NOODLES! NO RYE BREADDD!
they used to be my fav fooooooood!
BUT NOW, I DONT EVEN FEEEL LIKE HAVING THEMMMM!

MY MOOOOOOOOD SWINGSSSSS! OMGGGGGG! I'M HAVING SLIGHT DEPRESSION NOW! I HAVEN STARTED MY STUDIES FOR FINALS and YET IM LEAVING TO BKK SOON! IT'S LIKE NOT STARTING EVERYTHING FROM ZERO! IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER I GOT NO TIME TO STUDY! SO MANY EXCUSES OF NOT STUDYING! HAVE TO CONSIDER THIS CONSIDER THATTTTTTTTTTT!!! WHYYYYY?!?@?!@??#@?$3

WENT OUT TO GET MY SPECS! COULDN'T GET A SUITABLE ONE AFTER SO MANY SHOPS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I AM NOT HAPPY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! NOT HAPPPPY! NOT HAPPYYYYY! SUPRE DUPER UNHAPPPPPPPPPY! AND YET I DON'T KNOW WHO SHOULD I CALL FOR! IT SEEEEMS LIKE NOBODY IS THERE FOR MEEEE! OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOGMG!

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DEMAND FOR!I'M HAVING SLIGHT DEPRESSION NOW! MAYBE IM JUST SEEKING FOR ATTENTION. I hate myself sometimes. just forget bout me.

I'm going out for some fresh waffles in gelare, e@curve.

对于不喜欢的人,
必须笑脸相迎,
不是虚伪, 而是教养 :)

人会变化,
不喜欢的人不一定永远不喜欢 ;
一个笑容,
有可能让他变成喜欢的人 :)

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Daily horoscope :))

Sagittarius Oct 3 2010
Don't give up now, Sagittarius. You are almost at the finish line when it comes to a personal goal of yours. This is something that you have pursued on and off for quite some time, occasionally losing hope but then picking it back up again on a whim. Keep your eye on the prize and you will be able to make significant progress. Meanwhile, romance also beckons with a chance encounter that could leave you feeling hopeful about a new relationship. If you already have a significant other, use this time to get closer.
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a great day :)

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM AT THIS MOMENT!!

IM GOING CRAZY NOW!
What a great day ;)

thank god, and everybody there :)
I really appreciate it!

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today, went to market to get coconut milk for my mum as she's cooking vegetable curry tonight :D

while I was passing by this vegetable stall, I saw petaiiiiiiiiii!! OMG I fell in love with petai recently :))) love it. yes yes, I know it's smelly. but I really love how it taste. especially with sambal. *slurps*

so, when I was back home. I told my mummy. "maaa! I bought something special for you...", I said. then I proudly took the petai out and continue my sentence. "to cook for me!" HAHAHA

and mum replied. "eh! I bought it today and they delivered to me this morning!"

AWWWWWWWWWW. HOW SWEET OF MUMMY! :)))))) she has never been cooking petai before, not even once. and when she knows I love petai, she wanted to cook for me! eeeeeeeeeeiks. love mummy so muchhhhhhhhgh :D

and, it reflects how bad I treat mummy. buying petai for her, and ask her to cook for me :P

love you, my dearest mummy :)

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Mela mela :) real good!

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